Before meeting his beloved Christin, Jacky Liew had experienced such an example. A boy from a broken family and isolated from everyone, met a girl. He fell in love soon. When the girl’s parents was about knew they going to enter a marriage, they firmly opposed it because the parents believed that their daughter should marry to her neighbor who is a future doctor. And the boy’s parents felt that the family of the girl be out of their league. Furthermore, the boy’s mother and the girl does not get along well which eventually caused the girl leave without saying goodbye for years. The whole thing was a big blow to the boy. There was an unknown story behind it. At the night that the girl left, the boy’s self-financed goods were stolen by accident, and the ensuing love and hate intertwined, almost ruining his life. To a boy who just wanted to get rid of his childhood trauma, was sorely hurt by this relationship. She seemed never pay her faith to the relationship and unforgivable things behind his back. After that, his determination to run away from home was lighten, and he did not want to return to the home that had never been given a trace of warmth. 

Although this secret history is full of mysteries and makes him feel at a loss, why bad things always happen to him one after another, what did he do wrong in his previous life? He was anger of his parents’ inconsiderate and finally he ended his business, and he collected back all of the debts to pay off his debts. This all because he regarded credibility more than his life, and he wished to escape the place which had imprisoned him for years. He finally went to the place that his ex stayed, and renting a dormitory to spend his day, just like missing a lover from afar and hoping for her to come back soon, but it is always so close and far away. But this action was regarded by his father as an unpromising and cowardly behavior, which led to all sorts of weird suppressions in the future. This had made him feel uneasy and helpless. Instead of giving him the slightest support, his family gradually moved away. As the days passed, the strange looks from outside and the gossip made him more and more scared of communicate with people, and he was almost driven mad. He initially thought that working hard and working tirelessly would win the love of a woman and his ignoring of her feelings is the main reason for the end of the relationships. However, it was unexpectedly, he discovered that it is all because of “betrayal”, making him feel very angry, like being chased by a nightmare. After years, he found the wealth family of her former girlfriend who had hurt him mercilessly has became impoverished. He thought that if one day, she knows that he had became the “writer”, whether she would be even more shocking, instead of tears in her eyes.

Since this is sad, he just be himself again. If he have done nothing wrong, he will not need to leave his hometown. Only the one who owe debts will need to flee. The most important thing for a man is to get up wherever you fall. He believe that the worldly knowledge accumulated since he was young will lead to him live better. He would strive for fame to show his parents. 

It’s not that no one persuaded that he should forgive his parents, but he still couldn’t let go of the “heart demon” even he father had passed away. He has been asked his mother if he could allow him to go home, but as long as he thought of his father, he didn’t dare to do it until his first child was born, then he only thought of going back. Although he was just like a guest by ringing the doorbell, hoping that his father would be willing to meet Jacky’s wife and his children and give the newborn child the best blessing. This will be the greatest contentment for Jacky, but it was failed to achieve. 

Although by now, he has returned to his hometown from afar, as time goes by, he thought that the memories will be  slowly fade after his father is gone. But when driving passed to the place and recalled his childhood memories, it is still difficult to get rid of the bad memories he experienced in the house. However, after the death of his father, it is still impossible to change the fact that its is Jacky Liew’s home. He has been thought that he never lives like a candle burning its life silently, but he wanted to live like a shooting star, even if it is short in time, but there is no regret. He had to brave to take risks and give his destiny a whole new look. To put it simply, “don’t believe in fate, don’t admit defeat” and “Do not impose on others what you yourself do not desire” as a warning to children and families.